Whenever I’m attracted to guy, I always try to avoid being around him. Because when I’m alone with him, I stop at nothing to get with him. And I won’t stop until I’m satisfied.

I know how I can get with guys, so I always gotta resist. It fucking sucks.

So apparently I lead guys on. Even after I tell them I want to stay single, they still go after me and in the end I look like the bad guy. People need to realize that I am still in high school. I don’t take relationships seriously. I take education and personal business seriously. I like to think realistically rather than emotionally. That’s just how I am, and I’m sorry.

Not even gonna lie, I use guys to make me feel not so lonely and end up dropping them after about a week. 

I choose to stay single so I can keep up on my studies and goals, so that in the future, I can actually be stable enough to provide for me and my future love, whoever that may be. 

But if I really do like someone, best believe ima tell you straight up and BEST BELIEVE I won’t stop until I’m satisfied. 

No matter how good looking, how funny, how intelligent, or how wealthy you are, I can’t see myself with you any longer if there is no chemistry between us.

Ya dig?